Listen to my pleading heart...

I found luv,am sure of it,yes i found luv in my hart its true...i found it a long time ago,am sure of it,i kept it 4 a while den i let it go...it was a luv so sweet,pure,young n natural,am sure of it.it came 2 me wen i least xpectd,nt dat i was searching,nt dat i was wanting but it came 2 me,but i let it go...hw culd i v done dat,hw culd i v bin so careless,y didnt i guard it jealously,y didnt i nurture it,y didnt it blossom...nw am searching,nw am wanting,nw am begging,nw am pleading...am like a child,an infant who has bin denied her mothers breast to suckle,am like a child who yearns 2 b cuddled in ha mother's bossom,2 feel d warmth n d tender touch of luv,my tears ll flow endlessly lik a hunger striken child...in d forest of xperience i v wandered 4 yrs relentless hopin 2 find luv or its equivalent or wats left of it,seen but none culd b compared 2 it n v found nuthin 2 make me quiver or take me 2 heights dat my lost luv tuk me,nuthin even close 2 it...but out of d blues it resurfaces n am unsure of wat it has becum,if it has 4givn me,if it ll stil b mine,nw am on my knees,beggin 2 b luvd again,longin 4 dat special touch,wanting d beautiful rendevous wit it,hopin my hunger n thirst ll b filld n quenchd 4eva...my hart aches,am hurt,mayb i tuk it 4 grantd,mayb it was my neglect,i wasnt listenin cos it was 2 noisy,mayb i got carried away,mayb i didnt put in enuf effort...take me back n i ll b beta,take me back n i ll listen,take me back n i ll gud,take me back n i ll guard u jealously,take me back n dis luv ll b,it ll b n i promise 4eva wit u..